[Verse 1]
E
Miss a train, board a train, watch someone die
E                                  F#m
Never home, in my dorm, I’d rather be up north
G#m
I’m so scared to be alone, and I have no friends
                                     C#m
And I wanna kill myself because of my meds, I hate myself

[Chorus]
C#m
I haven’t gone to class in weeks
      C#m
And I spend all my money on flixbus tickets
F#m
I want to transfer schools
E
I take the train every other day
                                               G#m
I’m so fucking tired and I never ever wanna wake up

[Verse 2]
E
Shave my chest every day, plus my arms and legs
E                                       F#m
Try to not skip a meal but I’ll forget again
G#m
Missing friends who treated me like shit
                                       C#m
I feel like millie would call my life a bit, I'm a joke

[Bridge]
A      C#m            F#m               C#m     Bm       Em
I feel trapped inside Portland’s finest suicide goldmine
            D           C#m
I’m failing everybody, even me
A           C#m              F#m       C#m        Bm     Em
I can’t get out of bed, in a hellscape made in my image
                          D   C#m
And I guess, in river’s too


[Chorus]
C#m
I haven’t gone to class in weeks
      C#m
And I spend all my money on flixbus tickets
F#m
I want to transfer schools
E
I take the train every other day
                                               G#m
I’m so fucking tired and I never ever wanna wake up
C#m                                                F#m
I feel trapped inside Portland’s finest suicide goldmine (I’m failing everybody, even me)
E                                                  G#m
I can’t get out of bed, in a hellscape made in my image, and I guess, I’m giving up today

C#m